just don't let it be the last time you come in to my life

you were listening to those songs the other night. I don't know because I was there, but I do know that you were. (oh, the power of technology!) I actually felt a pang of sadness (or something of the sorts) that came with realizing you were probably singing your voice ragged with those people you love. or, it made me sad to realize that I wasn't one of those people anymore. I've been fine without you, but sometimes I do still miss you.

and so, as my cliche always goes, I have this one song on repeat again and I'm hoping someday that chorus will be true. I'm trying to find a way to bridge this gap without making you too uneasy and this time I think I am ready. really, I don't need you anymore, but I'd like you in my life still.