Saturday, September 6, 2008

I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.



these past few days have been rough at times. I feel very lucky to have these people who care about me though. it makes me wonder why I bother staying so upset. I don't feel like I have control over it anymore though. no matter how hard I try to feel comfortable, there are moments where I just can't feel comfortable and I get so nervous. I am becoming a bag of bones and I can't keep anything inside of me anymore (I am speaking both figuratively and physically).

I'm not running away from my problems anymore (just my mounting piles of homework). I think it's time for me to stop digging through my problems and just let them rest. things won't get better at the rate that I'm letting them.

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